tick tock bonk

[derogatory]

cause i cant sleep or study rn--


Ask my characters any question and they will answer completely and honestly.

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[sailor]

actually I think I'm mostly curious about the little surrogate family you're building. what's the reasoning behind that?

[notvictorious]

Um well. I've been doing it since I joined with Nico and the others. I don't know whats wrong with me, but.. I haven't had a real family ever, I guess. Those memories weren't real or anything so maybe I'm trying to make real ones? I don't really have a good explanation. It would be better if I pulled away from people before I become Victorous.. I just keep thinking if I have a family, if people care about me I can't become that thing. I know it's stupid and the only person who can keep me from being a psycho is me.. but that guy was all alone. I remember everything about that "hallucination", that people around him left him and without anybody left he- I mean, I..... I keep hoping if I have a family besides a robot killer and a liar maybe that will be enough. I don't believe it most of the time, but I have to try.

[sailor]

kdjfsds oh my heart

no it's okay, Nathan believes the same thing (about you not going rogue if you've got buddies/surrogate family)

still :(( my heart

[notvictorious]

I don't know why he bothers but I appreciate it a lot. I know playing house isn't his thing, especially after what I did.

[sailor]

haaaaa you vastly underestimate how badly he doesn't want to be alone. but not for long!! :x

so tell me about Laura.

[notvictorious]

yeah, well. I'm not leaving my family again.

[notvictorious]

Laura's a clone of Wolverine. She's pretty scary, but in a good way. I guess? Molly's met Wolverine though and she wasn't really impressed. Laura's really impressive though.

[sailor]

:> is she now

[notvictorious]

Well, isn't that obvious?

[sailor]

I THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GETTING AT

you liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike her

[notvictorious]

No! I barely know her!

[sailor]

aww not even a little crush?

[notvictorious]

Look, even if I did like her, I can't just go around dating people when Lillie could show up at any second. It's not fair.

[sailor]

OKAY SO I WANT TO KNOW WHO FILLS EACH FAMILY ROLE THEN. indulge me

[notvictorious]

Are you serious? I don't have everyone I've ever met as a family member that would be crazy. It's just some people and it's.. still pretty crazy.

[notvictorious]

Nico: Dad
Karolina: Mom
Molly: Little sister #1
Klara: Little sister #2
Chase: Step brother?
Nathan: real brother?
Karkat: little brother I don't know this feels weird, I'm not talking about this anymore.

[reanimated]

It feels weird cos it IS weird. You dated your dad!

[notvictorious]

I didn't think of her like that then! I just meant because she's like- the leader!

[reanimated]

And all leaders are dads?

[notvictorious]

I don't know. I guess not, I mean- she's just. This is screwed up, I'm not explaining it, it will just make me sound crazy.

[reanimated]

Not any less crazy than thinking of Karkat as a little brother.

[notvictorious]

He's a little kid!

[reanimated]

A little kid with a fouler mouth than me, who can lift chairs over his head despite being freakishly small! Really he's more like a family dog if you ask me.

[notvictorious]

That's racist.

[reanimated]