derogatory: (i agree completely)
read this or you're gay ([personal profile] derogatory) wrote in [community profile] jackassery2008-01-27 12:52 pm

but i bought some happiness without counting- i had my heart to spend

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD IM TIRED OF LOOKING CRAZY


People-- Ask my characters any question and they will answer completely and toally honestly. uh. Well, they will answer. I will be putting names down to start threads from. Please save me from myself fjhsd

This is pretty much ID, but maybe more will be added later. Oh and 79, because :((
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[personal profile] disparages 2008-01-27 08:41 am (UTC)(link)

All right fine. I liked Xander a lot, okay. I gave up a lot to be with him, too, if that wasn't painfully obvious for like the second half of my high school career. I did care about him, but obviously it wasn't all that mutual. Getting stabbed or whatever after seeing them didn't even hurt as bad. Oh crap, who am I kidding, that stupid pole thing hurt a lot. But you get the symbolism or whatever. I'm over it.

Angel is different from Xander. I want him to be happy. I mean, I wanted Xander to be happy, but I wanted him to be better looking too. I don't want to think about them the same way, I feel bad about it. or something.