a white noise as warm as the sun

[johannamason]

Lies You Tell Yourself - Johanna version? I'd apologize for spamming this place with her but only 2 other ppl read this anyway

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[johannamason]

Katniss showing up here doesn't change anything.

[johannamason]

If she wants to be the all important figure in another world she can be my guest. I wouldn't want that.

[johannamason]

I'd be good at it, though.

[johannamason]

It's just water. It won't kill me.

[johannamason]

I never asked them to stop. It was just a hallucination from the pain. I never said anything.

[johannamason]

Even I had known more about the plan, I wouldn't have broken down.

[johannamason]

I wouldn't say we're friends.

[johannamason]

The ideal plan is I drop them off at home and I just disappear somewhere.

[johannamason]

Being alone is like being free.

[johannamason]

I'm just giving Katniss a hard time when I talk about not dying for her. I'd never do something like that.

[johannamason]

I'm only living for myself, so that's how I'll die too.

[johannamason]

Annie doesn't remind me of Eilora.

[johannamason]

As if Finnick could ever beat me up!

[johannamason]

That kind of thinking is just part of being crazy.

[pelagically]

Well, you'd at least give me a run for my money.

[johannamason]

The Games changed me into something I wasn't before.

[johannamason]

Bachur was smart, but he was always wrong about me.

[johannamason]

Finnick is weak. Cashmere and the rest of them too, who let Snow whore them around like they're meat after we practically tore it off other kids' backs just to come out of the arena alive.

[johannamason]

They just wanted the attention.

[johannamason]

When he died, I only went to see Annie to laugh at her. That's what you get for trying to be happy after what we did.

[johannamason]

That was the only reason.

[johannamason]

Katniss is Katniss and I'm me. I don't want anything more to do with that.

[johannamason]

She's broken like everything else now, so there's no way I'd rely on her, even if I wanted to.

[johannamason]

I was lucky to survive.

[johannamason]

I can make something with this chance.