i don't wanna be friends.

[derogatory]

Cause I had a lot of time to lie in the sun and think sad miserable thoughts for the new additions.

LIES YOU TELL YOURSELF

Comments

[notvictorious]

The others feel that way too.

[notvictorious]

They trust me, I’m a member of the team.

[notvictorious]

They know I’d never hurt them.

[notvictorious]

I’m not going to kill my friends.

[notvictorious]

I wasn’t a little relieved when Gert died, knowing it wasn’t my fault.

[notvictorious]

Of course I was sad! And like, duh I missed her and it HURT.

[notvictorious]

I don’t get how stuff like that hurts so much. I’m just a bunch of wires of sparks and metal and whatever, it shouldn’t hurt when somebody dies, or someone ignores me, or I lose something I cared about.

[notvictorious]

Nevermind, now I’m starting to sound like Xavin.

[notvictorious]

Xavin wasn't that bad, just a little prejudiced.

[notvictorious]

Nico never liked me, I was just being stupid.

[notvictorious]

Lilly would’ve hated me when she finally understood what I was.

[notvictorious]

What the hell though, that guy had like huge freakin metal wings, im not THAT bad!!

[notvictorious]

Ugh yeah I am.

[notvictorious]

I'm gonna find somebody who likes me, no conditions or tricks or mind games.

[notvictorious]

I can have a family. Ultron said once I'm 18 even the Avengers wouldn't notice I was a cyborg, so that prob mean I can like, uh procreate, right? Definitely.

[notvictorious]

Anyway, I deserve to have a family and be happy. Mom would have wanted that.

[notvictorious]

It’s not my fault mom died.

[notvictorious]

I'm glad the others found me.

[notvictorious]

I'm happier knowing the truth.

[notvictorious]

I'm not going to hurt anyone.

[notvictorious]

I'm not going to kill my friends.